And so I was thinking…

My friends will agree when I say that ,me thinking, rarely ever ends well. Nevertheless, I was thinking about him (surprise much?) I was thinking about how he got all protective about me even when we weren’t in talking terms, I was thinking about the first time he told me he loves me, I was thinking about the night we spoke till 6 in the morning though we had exams the next day, about how his face got all lost and innocent like a child’s when he didn’t understand something. I was thinking about the way he bent over and played with children in the most adorable way ever and how he never sleeps on time.I thought about how his arms felt around me and how his kisses left me mesmerized. The way his face got all serious when he was debating, and the sad look his face had when he missed a goal, the pride with which he wore his jersey and how everything else didn’t exist when he was on the field. I thought about how openly he shared things with me.
Then I was thinking of the things I could never accept, being replaced, being ignored, feeling lonely and confused, how things will never go back to the way they were, how much I wished there was another way, being forgotten and most of all, I was thinking about that girl who told him she loves him.
But what could I do? I was just…Thinking.

5 Comments Add yours

  1. i do love the mystery and the honesty of what you write. i love the innocence. and despite the hurt and the sense of pain that comes through, i love your openness and your dreams. you sound like you’ve just started out on a big adventure and have already been knocked by life. it adds character to what you write. i like it. it’s fun & sad and melancholic & happy and smiley and cheeky & i dont know why yet, but you make me laugh. anyway. keep going! πŸ™‚ x

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    1. Thank you so much! This means a lot and just in case I fail at emphasizing as to what this means, you should know I have a stupid smile on my face ever since I read it. Do let me know when you find out why, I’d love to know. ❀

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      1. πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ simple pleasures on a Saturday aye? πŸ™‚ glad you’re getting my smiles in your neck of the woods! πŸ™‚ awww *blush* stupid smile just created another one over here!!! hahaha. good vibes! πŸ™‚ ok, i will keep on working on reading ya writings! πŸ™‚ x

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  2. πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ x

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