So I’ve been listening to “I really don’t care” by demi lovato. The lyrics go something like this:
Even if the starts and moon collide,
I never want you back into my life,
You can take your words and all your lies
I really don’t care!
Now initially this song gave me a boost of confidence and I know that because I went on screaming ” I’m over it” and “I don’t care about anything or anyone, I’m just gonna be happy!” I heard it all through understanding the mole concept. But then later hit the realization that I wasn’t over it and that I still cared. *Shit* So here I am, listening to it over and over again, hoping that I’ll get that confidence back and it’ll all work out like it’s supposed to.
Letting go. Forgetting. All these are as easier said than done. School is about to start and with that…back to the challenge of facing him, of crossing each other without acknowledging the other’s presence and trying to avoid one and other yet ending up seeing each other a million times. Not prepared for it but the new me seems strong. She seems capable. So I’d say, yeah. I think I can do this.