Inside my head on 21st January…

I woke up this morning with absolutely zero motivation to go to school. Not very surprising. Instincts said today was going to be horrible but the heart said, she’s your best friend, don’t leave her alone in school. And I managed to fall out of bed in hopes of not having to do much or…

Observations of a gentleman…

Red hair and strange tattoos. A girl unlike any you’d met before. Long sleeves and skinny jeans, dark mind and a pretty face. One look at her and you knew, you knew that she was scared; of what? She’d never mention but her eyes told you all that you needed to know. They spoke of…

Cancer is a myth right?

Originally posted on You're waiting for a train:
It started out a mere blip; A tiny speck in an ocean of green. It was nearly overlooked, Discovered by a cursory last-minute glance. “It’s nothing.” they all said. “It’ll all be fine.” I thought to myself. “Everything’s great.” I told everyone else. A flash of…

Dear mom and dad,

I know I’m of the age where you think you should initiate “the talk” but, before you do, save us both the awkwardness and embarrassment. Let me just tell you, it’s not a new for a kid my age to know what sex is. Okay? My friends and I crack sex jokes all the time….

An excerpt from a book I’ll never publish…

Sitting on the bathroom floor, she reeks of alcohol and smoke. She thinks of the days when all was well and good. The lights flicker reflecting, her hope. The bright red walls now match the colour of her wrists. Her phone, ringing, louder and louder, but all she hears, is ignorance and pity. The numbness…

Right in them feels…

So my best friend just sent this to me, it’s out of the blue. Yes. But it’s the sweetest thing I’ve read about myself. I love her so much. Hey. Fun fact. You have the prettiest eyes and smile I have ever seen. The way your eyes lighten up when you smile is breathtaking. If…

Nostalgic Nights…

It’s been so long and so painful that “I miss him”  has started to seem like an understatement. so I looked up synonyms and “yearn for”, “long for”, “regret the absence of” didn’t seem to come close either. Maybe “nostalgic for” would do. He is now just faded memories and painful flashes in a blur,…

Give it a thought…

Ugh. So I’m having this writers block of sorts. I mean I’m not entirely sure if that’s what it is because I want to write but I just seem to not have the will to. Strange. It’s been a pretty boring day, other than the million useless selfies I clicked. It’s in my blood…*clears throat*…

Unanswered questions…

The pictures of you and me? Deleted. The memories? Buried deep. The songs? Skipped. My feelings for you? Fading. Do I love you? Yes. Do I miss you? Sometimes. Do I care? More than I know. Why am I doing this? Because I’m still unsure. Moving on is so much easier in movies. I still…