Distant.

A little bit of distance. Maybe that’s what I need. To forgive those that hurt me, intentionally or not, to let go of those I care for since time is not in our favor this once, to relive myself of lingering agony and pain. To understand why my tears flow, even at four in the…

A letter to all my haters!

Hey there. Now considering you’re reading this, you’re either of the following three people: 1) A random stranger on WordPress (2) A close friend who makes it a habit to read my blog (3) A hater who has nothing better to do with their life. But dear hater, this letter is wholly and solely dedicated…

Ten things I wish I could tell you…

(1) The way your cheeks flush and you’re drenched in sweat when you’re out in the field. It is then and no other time, that my eyes refuse to wander to anything else. (2) Playing with your hair, is a privilege that I wish was reserved only for me, for as long as I can…

Dear best friend,

Hey, So you’re my best friend. That’s right. I care for you beyond my own comprehension, but you’re my best friend. And “one must not fall for their best friends”, so what is it exactly that you’re doing to me? Or that I’m doing to myself. I’m not one to fall for people this easy,…

Due for a day too many.

So I mustered all my courage and pulled out the bottle of perfume I hadn’t touched since the day we last met. *Deep breathe* It’s time. It was untouched, the dark red color of the bottle shone as bright as before, unlike my face that was scared and nervous of all these memories I was…

I’m sorry, I give up.

I’ve been told enough times to know that I’m different. The past few years have been nothing but a struggle to embrace that huge mental gap between me and the society that I’m so conveniently judged by. To do something that isn’t right, to be rebellious and to have the balls to take a risk,…

Taking a risk…

I know, I’ve been very inconsistent with my posts and I’m really sorry about that, it’s just that writing isn’t coming as naturally as it used to. I feel purposeless and I’m set out to find out why. It’s not like there’s nothing to do, everyday has become a boring cycle of school, sleep, homework…

Five ways in which Model United nations conferences have changed me…

(1) I look at the logical and feasible side of everything. Ridiculous plans about anything and everything are now a strict no-no. Unless it’s logical, feasible and logistically possible it’s not even being considered. (2) I’ve learnt to defend and argue. If there’s one thing that you must know while going for a conference, it…

Mad girl’s love song

“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that…

No Friend

Originally posted on Source of Inspiration:
You can not escape from the results of your wrong deeds. Not the farthest star deepest ocean, highest mountain can provide a haven for he who calls evil his friend.