Been a while

I know, I haven’t been blogging very regularly but honestly, I just didn’t feel up to it. I don’t know why I feel so messed up and also so afraid to approach people about it. I know they won’t say no or any such thing, but they just don’t get it. Most of all, I’ve been wanting to speak to him about how much I need him there, but I just can’t bring myself to asking him. It’s not like he won’t understand but there is a constant fear in my head.
Anyway, today was the first day of school and it wasn’t as pleasant as I hoped it would be. I was glad to meet my friends and everyone but most of them are just, different. To make it worse, the noise in class was driving me nuts. Maybe it was because I was really exhausted, maybe because I could feel the feelings stirring in my stomach and not wanting to see his face. I’m not sure.
Let’s hope tomorrow will be better. Trying to remain positive.
The sapiosexual narcissist who currently doesn’t know where to go.

10 Comments Add yours

  1. irtfyblog says:

    Try Baskin Robins. I hear they have 31 possibilities to help a person ease tension and stress. 😉

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    1. Hahah sure will. Thank you so much


    2. irtfyblog says:

      oops… I meant, “Baskin-Robbins” (sorry) .

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      1. That’s alright. I understood nevertheless 🙂

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  2. theonlysup says:

    True. I also feel u r little stressed.. Umm the best person to talk about how u feel is ur partner . but yeah sometimes I feel u r hesitant about talking about how u feel and tell him what its like without him.. And rest .. We are always there to listen .. U just need to open up ..


    1. My partner? Oh I don’t have one anymore. There was I time I could call him that but I can’t anymore and no, it wasn’t a messy break up or anything. We just talk when it pleases him.

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      1. theonlysup says:

        may be because i do not know the story behind . apologies for the misinterpretation


  3. Harini Parthiban says:

    could u please say y u chose “narcissist” as one of the name for ur blog?

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  4. I had to google “sapiosexual.” It’s a good word. There are worst things to be attracted to besides intelligence, that’s for sure!

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    1. Hahah yeah I know, I had to do that myself when I first heard it. Oh, there are, believe you me!

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