My story isn’t big but here goes.
I’ve always been left out. I don’t know how or why. Maybe because I’m soft spoken or just boring. Or maybe because I hang with the wrong group. Or maybe because I come off as “depressed” or “egoistic”
Its still depressing. When people leave, its depressing.
When they make you feel so not important anymore just because they found someone better, its hurtful to feel like that. Okay?
And I don’t know how, and I don’t blame them but my world gradually fell apart because of the same shit. Same old shit. Making me feel worse everyday until I actually came to the point where I just gave up. Gave up on them. On hopes. On everything. Being alone is amazing but being left out for a long time, over and over again, feeling so low and unimportant, yeah. That kinda gets to you over the years.
This girl is someone I know very personally, she is very dear to me and she has been through a lot. I remember being with her through all her moods and craziness. All I want to share is what she always tells me when I have a problem “Screw it. Do you.”