Tormented by her nightmares
Haunted by reality;
In daily struggle to break free,
Words were her surrender
absorbed a world too blinded to wonder.
Secrets hidden under exultant eyes,
nights with psychedelic memories;
vague flashes shadowed by sluttish confidence
Inhibitions slowly fading under psychoactive spells.
Magic no longer caused awe.
Numb and blunt;
It was choice not coincidence.